long walks at the beach
For each step I take, I won't just be standing
For each step I make, I leave a print
This is the outline of my life
This beach is different from others
It doesn't grant your wishes
It only gives one thing
I followed footsteps bigger than mine
They know what they are doing
So let me walk it
As I enjoyed each step, the waves erased them away
Here I am standing; where do I go?
I looked up at the sky and said, "one more."
For each step I make, I leave a print
For each step I take, I'll be thinking of waves
One, two, three, but the waves got me
I said, "one more."
For each step I take, I wish for the waves to be erased
The more steps I make, the deeper the prints
It got deeper and deeper
I hit a quicksand
I said again, "one more."
For this walk, I take a millisecond step
For the next step I make, I wish it all to be gone
The lights went out
Where did I go wrong?
I wept and fell to my knees
"One more"
This time, I know what to do
Step one, please don't sink
Step two, don't say hi
Step three, don't go blind
Step four, breathe
Step five, open your eyes
Still standing in the same spot, "one more."
This time, don't be on the line
Each step closer to the water
Each step gets wetter
Each step feels colder
It's calming
It's peaceful
I'm not floating
And, yes, I lived